Subject: "Toy in the Attic, Part Two"
I did it again - went up to the sauna-like attic to restrain
myself. Details:
Another Toy in the Attic
I'm off today, the wife has gone to work, not to be back
for over four hours, the child is at day care, and I'm all by myself....Wonder
what I could do? Self bondage? Why not? All my gear is
in the attic, away from prying eyes, and that's where I found myself, soon after
she left to go back to work after her lunch break. During the morning, I
had set up a few things to be ready for this hot bondage. (Bear in mind
that the attic heats up to well over a hundred degrees by late afternoon, and it
was now about 1:30.)
I had hung a chain from the roof, where the supports
meet, and attached a pair of handcuffs about a foot from the
"floor." Since I had planned a kneeling session, I had also
folded a thick foam pad under the chain, which had about two feet of slack lying
on the pad. I had been drinking lots of water all morning long, knowing
that I would be sweating profusely before this episode was over.
When
I got to the attic, I stripped naked, except for the neoprene rubber waist band
(the kind they sell at Kmart to help you lose weight and/or provide heat to the
stomach and back muscles), and this was further secured by a thick leather
belt. I already had a steel ring around my genitals, to which I had
attached the middle of an Ace bandage. The two ends went down through my
crotch, up my ass crack, and were looped around the belt. Then I passed
them back down through my ass crack, up on each side of my genitals, looped
around the belt in front, then wrapped them several times around the head of my
dick, tying it off so that there was a large loop, which, if my wife had been
home, could have been used by her as a very persuasive leash.
For my
release, I attached a cord to the hook holding the chain. This cord held
my keys on a heavy ring at the other end, about four feet away. This key
ring was now dangling above five pieces of ice inside a stocking hung on a
hook. When bound, I would be unable to reach any of this.
Working
unhurriedly (I had five ice cubes to wait on), I snugly tied my ankles together
with a 1/4" rope, cinching it between them. I had to hang on to the
rafter supports to move around. Next, I used a homemade velcro cuff to
strap my knees together, securing that even more by fastening another piece of
2" wide velcro to hold them tightly. I was beginning to sweat, not
only from the building heat, but also from the nervous anticipation.
Hopping precariously, I maneuvered to where the slowly melting ice release was
behind me, and my back was to the chain to which I would soon be helplessly
secured. Ouch! That chain was hot! nevertheless, I drew it
between my legs and hooked it to the ring around my genitals. Next, I
hooked the dangling bandage loop, which was firmly attached to the head of my
penis, to a hanging bungee cord, which was attached to the rafter support
several feet in front of me. With the chain through my ass crack and the
ace bandage around my dick, I knelt down. This stretched my dick to the
max. If I could get hard, I might not feel quite as strong a tug, but the
bandage around the head was too constrictive for that. Pushing my pelvis
forward only increased the tension and pressure of the hot chain in my
ass. What a predicament! Was I still going to complete the
bondage? I'd gotten this far...
I strapped a wide belt around the
chain and my chest, just below what, had I been female, would have been my
breasts. This belt also pulled me tightly into the chain. Next, I
took one last drink of cold water, then pushed the penis gag into my mouth,
tightly strapping it to my head. Now, a blindfold, reinforced by a
bandanna, tied behind my head, then further tied to the chain. I tested my
bondage, and discovered that, on my bound knees, ankles snugly bound together,
what with the chain securing my upright at my head, chest, and ass, and the ace
bandage pulling on my penis in front of me, I was going NOWHERE! All that
remained was to attach each wrist into the handcuffs behind
me....click!.....click! I was trapped!!
I cannot tell how
much time has elapsed. I cannot see, as my eyes are covered. I can
barely hear, as the bandanna is pressing around my ears. If I struggle to
move my head around, the bandanna could possibly fall down my face to cover my
nose. That would be bad, as my mouth is plugged full with a rubber
penis. I cannot call for help. Would I want to? Anyone coming
up the ladder would discover a naked man, hands inescapably cuffed behind his
naked, sweaty butt, on his knees, blindfolded. I am totally
helpless. Not only that, but I am now wondering if the bandage around my
dick is getting tighter and tighter, cutting off my circulation, possibly doing
some real damage. I can definitely feel it, whether I move or not. I
cannot scoot up, back, or sideways, as the foam cushion provides nothing to push
against. I can feel the sweat oozing from my pores, and I wonder if I'll
be able to work the key in the lock, IF it ever falls to where I can reach
it! My knees are getting sore, my legs are getting stiff, and I fear that
my hands are becoming too numb to work the key in the handcuff lock.
Are those keys ever going to fall? How long has it been? What if I
cannot get loose, and am discovered by my wife? Worse, what if some
neighborhood kids, or a neighbor, or, heaven forbid, a policeman, should come up
here? What if the keyring hooks on the pantyhose and doesn't fall?
(You might be wondering if I had planned a backup. Those keys, on a box
next to my handcuffed hands, are almost within reach. I say almost,
because, after a time which I thought would be plenty for the ice to melt, I
tried to reach them, and only succeeded in pushing them farther away. I am
truly trapped!)
By now, the heat has built up tremendously, and I am
concerned that either I'll suffer a stroke, heart attack, heat stroke, or heat
exhaustion. Just as I think I will pass out if those keys don't fall, I
feel them slap against my butt. Now I can free myself! AAGH!! My
hands are slippery! It takes me about ten minutes just to undo my hands,
and another ten to remove the gag, blindfold, dick torture, chain up my ass, and
the various wrappings around me. I sit, legs dangling down the stair
opening (where anyone looking in could see them), and drink the last of my
water. I am too tired and sweaty to even jerk off....Well, almost.
This was one of my most intense self-bondage sessions.