I actually did a great self-bondage the other night and was very well tied and gagged.

Dave has been working away this week so I've been here all alone and frustrated so I felt so-o-o horny. I MUST tell you about it - you won't be bored I hope?? ;-))

Well here goes......

It was 3 o'clock, Friday afternoon and my heart fluttered with the eager anticipation, and I even skipped dinner so that I could start right away. making sure that everything was all locked up....didn't wan't an unexpected caller to come walking in. I did a slow strip-tease for myself in front of the mirror, and I carressed my breasts until the nipples stood out. I was really getting hot and I knew I had better stop this and continue with my original plan to have a really satisfyingly helpless experience. After showering and a bit of make-up I slid on a pair of little red silk panties - and that is all. Firstly, I tied my torso. I always use braided 1/4 inch soft white rope cut into 25ft. lengths. After folding the rope in half to make it double stranded, I looped it around my waist and pulled it tight. The two ends then went between my legs and and were drawn over the rope around my waist and then back to the front though my crotch and tied off. I pulled gently on the 4 strands and cooed with the pleasure it brought me. The next piece of rope was doubled also and looped over my right shoulder to under my left arm, making it pass below my left breast, the loose ends were then run under my right breast, around my back and up over my left shoulder to where the loop started below and between my breasts. After joining the loops the ends were pulled down and around the strands at my waist drawing more tension against my crotch - the ropes there were now well buried! Mmm! Now I split the 2 strands sending one around each side and through the opposite shoulder loop next to my shoulder blades. I then ran the strands straight across and through the other blade loop. Now by pulling fairly hard on the loose ends, the loops were drawn together, the ends now ran straight down my back and were tightly tied to the waist rope. this pulled up on the 4 "pleasure strands" and just walking around the room started the sensuous chaffing. Sitting on the bed I looped the next cord around my crossed ankles, (crossed so that I could not hop off anywhere) several times and then around my feet, finishing by cinching the rope between my feet and ankles tying it snuggly. Simarlarly, I tied and cinched my legs both above and below the knees. My heart was by now speeding up as my new idea for self-bondage was going to work - I was sure of it. Now for the gag! I wanted a nice juicy one so I picked up the panties that I had been wearing that day and making sure they were inside out folded them into a wad and stuffed them in my mouth against my tongue, I then picked up my red silk scarf and wound it twice around the back of my head so that it was tightly between my teeth and then tied at the back. I tried to taste the panties but they were too dry at present. Now the moment of truth had arrived. Nervously, excitedly, I doubled over the short piece of rope I had prepared and tied the ends together. The plan was really simple. I made the rope just long enough, I thought, to wrap around one wrist, pass it across my stomach and slip over my other wrist. This should hold my arms crossed horizontally behind my back. To release myself, I figured by pulling on my wrists and sucking in my tummy I would be able to bring my wrists together and slip the loop off one of them. Having made the rope into a big loop, I refolded it so the knot was in the middle, away from the ends, after all I didn't want to be able to untie the knot, if I knew I could untie it, the mood would be weakened. Right? I made a bite in one end and put my right wrist into it. I purred to myself in anticipation and satisfaction as I was finally beginning to taste my gag. I put my right arm in the gap between my back and the vertical rope up to my chest ropes and pulled the loose rope through as well. I sprawled out on the bed and rolled over onto my back. I laid the rope across my stomach and made a bite in the other end. It looked shorter than I had planned, so I pushed my right wrist as far to the left as possible and pulled up the slack. I must have subconsciously pulled in my tummy at the same time as it now looked long enough. I hunched up my back a little to get my left arm beneath me along my back. I strained with my fingers to reach the loop but the loop tried to close. I wiggled a little to get my left arm to reach and managed to get my thumb in the loop as well. After a couple of minutes more, I had it around my hand but not my wrist. Now what? I wondered. Then I noticed the corner of the bedside cabinet, I wriggled over to it, rubbed my rope against it, and hooray, it slipped the rest of the way over my wristand grabbed hold. I flopped back on the bed, now perspiring pretty freely. I tested my bonds gently, still foolishly thinking I could get free at anytime. I writhed and reveled in my bonds trying desperately to pull the crotch ropes tighter and suck the acrid taste from my panty gag. I stopped myself just short of orgasmic ecstacy several times, but the rest periods got longer each time as I neared that longed for moment, I gazed at myself in the giant mirror and fantasised that I had been left bound and gagged by burglars (again!). I wrestled so hard that I lost my balance and fell off the bed with a thud. Unhurt, I resumed my fantasy struggle, it was then that the first wave came upon me and as I lurched against my bonds, I was devastated by a massive second wave that caused my body to tremble in spasms. My breathing slowly returned to normal and my pulse slowed up as I floated back to reality, I rolled into a position so that I could see the clock and was thrilled to see that it was nearly 7 P.M, I had been bound for around 3 hours. I moved rather gingerly now as the same rope that gave me so much pleasure now sorely dug into my wet pussy. It's time to get loose, I said to myself, but thought seriously about NEVER taking out the gag. Mmm! I pulled on my wrists, but my hands wouldn't come any closer to each other. I sucked in my tummy but only gained an inch or 2 at the most. I was STUCK! I pulled more violently but it only hurt my wrists. Panic set in. My mind raced through possibilities as my heart pounded to get out of my breast. I struggled over to the closed door and managed to get to a seated position and looking at my crossed ankles knew that I would not be able to get to a standing position. I looked frantically around the room for something to cut with or something to hook the loop against and pull the rope off my now aching wrists. Then - ring! ring! - ring! ring! - ring! ring! I was the phone. I don't know how I kept from screaming, I had hardly ever been more startled in my life. Then I could hear my voice on the answerphone saying nobody was home, and then I heard Dave saying hi and why am I not at home? Little did he know how at home I really am. If only I could have gotten to the phone I thought, but there was no chance of that. I thought it best to try to get back on the bed, at least then I can sit up, with a bit of a struggle and maybe I can loosen the ropes that way. So off I went again wriggling and thrashing my route back to the bed and then struggling to my knees and eventually onto the bed flopping down exhausted. Then. Pop! I realised that some of the tension in the ropes had eased and my wrist felt loose enough to wriggle it free. With great relief I finally managed to loosen my bonds, and massaged my wrists now they were free. then it was just a matter of releasing the rest of my bound body.

Needless, to say a long hot soak in the bath was absolute luxury. After all of this.

I do hope that you enjoyed my experience, Let that be a lesson to all of us BE CAREFUL! Of course I will tie myself up again on occasion as I enjoy it so much.

I will leave it there now. I will love to hear how you would like to tie me!

My best wishes. Jayne.