Well, I did it. I did a
self-bondage where I couldn't get loose until the ice melted. Until today,
I hadn't had the nerve to try anything where I couldn't either untie myself or
use the key which was handy. I have done self-bondage, however, in the
pool in broad daylight (see other letter).
Today, since I had at least
five hours before anyone would come home, I decided to go for it. After
locking all the doors and gathering up my stuff (hidden, of course), I stripped
naked. Next, I locked on my "chastity" device.
I had gotten some ideas from
Altairboy's site, and have made a crude, cheap, and reasonably effective
chastity cup. I had bought a protective cup from Kmart, which I have
modified by cutting a slit in the upper area about a half inch from the
edge. I also got a 45 degree 1" pvc elbow piece and endcap from the
hardware store. The end and elbow piece are superglued together, with
electrical tape reinforcing the glue. A 1/2" diameter hole is drilled
into the end of the cap. This is where my flaccid penis goes. This
piece is attached to the cup with tightly wound plastic zip locks. Yes, I
know, plastic can be cut. But this is basically my introduction to
chastity, and self-imposed, at that. I pushed my cock and balls through a
2" metal ring, then used the pantyhose trick to insert my dick into the pvc
pipe. Pushing up on the ring from under my balls, I was able to bring the
ring through the slot on the protective cup, which I then secured with a small
padlock. This device won't come off until I unlock the padlock, so I put
the key in a drawer where I would not be able to reach it until after my bondage
I knew I would now need some
kind of stimulation, so I greased up my anus and inserted an inflatable,
vibrating butt plug. Now plugged in the back and locked away in the front,
I was ready to strap myself to a chair. I had placed the chair in our
walk-in closet, along with the handcuffs, nipple clamps, blindfold, penis gag,
and assorted belts and ropes. From the closed door three feet behind the
chair was a knee-high pantyhose with two cubes of ice in it. Above the ice
was a heavy snap ring, to which were attached the handcuff keys. This snap
ring was tied by two long strings to each clothes rack, so that, when the ice
melted and the snap ring fell off the pantyhose, the key would, hopefully, swing
down to the back of the chair, where I would, hopefully, be able to reach it and
unlock my cuffed hands. As soon as the key was in place, I got busy.
First, I strapped each ankle
to each forward leg of the chair with a belt. Next, I used two long
belt-like straps to secure my upper thighs, just above the knees, and around my
calves just below the knees, to the chair, as well. I used a twenty-five
foot rope to secure my torso to the back of the chair, tying it as tightly as I
could by sucking in my gut. Next, I attached two nipple clamps, connected
by a chain, to my tits. Now, my homemade gag: a Doc Johnson
realistic penis-shaped butt plug attached to a small belt. This is a
realistic-looking penis, with veins on the fat underside, and a textured,
mushroom head. (Are all you cocksuckers out there getting a
hard-on??) Finally, I placed a blindfold over my eyes, so I could not see
the dripping ice in the mirror in front of me. The only item remaining is
the handcuffs. I quickly snap my left wrist into one cuff. Now, the
moment of truth....
Picture the scene: I am
bound securely to the chair, a rope around my waist, criss-crossing my chest,
tightly tied with a knot in front, preventing me from bending down, turning
around, or moving more than an inch or two. My legs are strapped to the
chair legs, and I cannot straighten them out. I have just enough leverage
to raise the chair up an inch, maybe even enough to tip myself over if I am not
careful. My cock and balls are sandwiched in between my thighs, the rubber
edges of the jock protective cup rubbing on my legs. My penis is encased
in hard plastic and my balls are somewhat squished. A full erection is
impossible, but I can feel some stirrings there. My clamped nipples are
beginning to make themselves known. All the while, that vibrating butt
plug is buzzing in my ass. Occasionally, I can hear a drip of the melting
ice above and behind me. I can free myself now or I can snap my other
wrist into the handcuff, dependent only on the melting ice to escape from my
predicament. Which will it be??
CLICK!! I've a long wait ahead......
What does one think about
while one is helplessly bound?
Will I be discovered?
More than once I thought I heard a car come up in the driveway. I did not
hear the phone ring or a knock on the door, but, then, I'm tucked away in our
closet. Maybe someone is there, now, wondering what the heck I'm doing in
Will the ice melting trick
work? How long does it take for two pieces of ice to melt?
Damn! Why didn't I just use one piece of ice? Suppose the ring gets
stuck on the pantyhose and doesn't fall, even after the ice has melted?
How long will this be?
You know, I didn't realize
that my bound legs would begin to feel somewhat cramped. I can't stretch
them or move them from their position. Shouldn't I have done some
stretching, first? How about my arms? I don't feel any tingling, but
will I be able to manipulate the key in the handcuff lock by the time that ice
Damn!! WHY didn't I just one
piece of ice?
Buzzzzzzzzzzzz (vibrator in
my ass is starting to get to me...)
Gee, this cock in my mouth is
starting to make me drool. Hope I don't choke on it.
How come, if I'm sweating so
much, that ice won't melt real quickly? Oh, jeez, I've got an itch below
my left eye!
DAMN!! WHY DIDN'T I
JUST USE ONE PIECE OF ICE??
Squirm...struggle...push...shove...strain...dear heaven, my cock is swelling in
my chastity device, and I can feel it trying to get hard. Maybe I'll be
able to come while I'm bound? (An hour later, the answer to that is still
Maybe I can scoot the chair
back to the door, open the door by reaching back with my cuffed hands, and make
that key fall to me? Scoot....Ungh! Jerking around like this reminds
me of three things: (1) there's a fat plug in my ass which jams me every
time I jump on this chair, (2) the chain connecting the nipple clamps swings and
pulls on my nipples, and (3) my balls take a beating under my chastity
on....buzzzzzzzzzzz...ohhhh... drip....MELT!! DAMMIT!!
melts, the key falls, and I free myself....and at last get to jerk off for a
most powerful orgasm!!!